Last Night.

It took me one big cup of iced cafe latte and a very suckish song on the radio to realize something very important..

Last night, we(my brothers, parents and uncle) went out to drink coffee at about 8-ish. I was just sitting there, reading while drinking my cafe latte. It was getting late, so my brothers and I went home early. We stopped by a drug store to buy some chips. I stayed inside the car. While looking up at a banner that says something about anesthesia, this oh so suckish song plays on the radio. It was barely a song; I mean, c'mon! She was just reciting the song with background music.
So I tried to listen to the words; but it was pointless. I didn't get it at all. That was the time when I realized that..
It's pointless too. I mean, my life is pointless. I really don't understand where I'm going. To be precise, I don't even know where I stand in my life. Maybe it was just me, or maybe there was more to that song that I didn't hear. Maybe there is more to my life that I didn't want to explore. And maybe it's time to explore my life; my potential, my dreams and my standing in this very big world. I mean, what am I to do? There are so many possibilities!

Who will I be?
It's time I knew.

Any who...
Another story:
My friend's(hint; he's a REALLY good friend) girlfriend(I'm not sure if they're together) HAD a crush on my other friend, who dated my very close friend. :> Unnamed friend saw her diary at the gym. He saw his picture on her diary. But, he asked his friend to return it. So, no evidence at all(BS). Anyway, this happened a long time ago. I just felt like sharing. :))

"The only thing that's worse than one, is none."

Crazy Kinda Crush on You

A song by the young Nick Jonas; he was talking about his first day of school and seeing his crush.

"I've got this awesome, amazing,
crazy kinda crush on you.
And though I try to deny it,
It doesn't matter what I do.
On my mind all the time,
I can't deny, it's true.."

Silly as it might seem, I'm back to square one. Crushing on someone is so old school. Well, the fact is, I'm old school. For now, maybe. ;)
Any who.. Back to the story. I have this awesome amazing crazy kinda crush on Mico. Yes, Mico Manalac, President of the COL slash, captain of the soccer team.
It all started last month, i saw him jogging; he was wearing his white and red jersey. He was so cute. Then, everything else followed. He's smart, talented and sporty. He is just like the guy on Tales of North Hills High, Arima. He's an over achiever, sporty and pretty much great in everything he does.
So.. The Halloween Party is coming up. You should know by now what I am planning to do on that night. XD Dance with him, of course.
I already have his number. Jasper gave it to me weeks ago. I just can't text him. *ohh

"The only thing that's worse than one, is none."